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Lost
Oct. 16th, 2025 09:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dreamdragonThere is a dull sense, steadiness, stagnation, lack of desire to continue.
Perhaps it's the current time, where everything feels like a struggle, and every path seems to be covered in fog. Or that I'm simply at a point where I am in equilibrium--with my identities. Even in my passive style of self-search, there is still movement and flow, progress.
But there is no spark of stories I can tell in this moment, or perhaps everything is just a colossal mind block. I still have stories to tell, I know that from deep within my heart. I still have more to discover; there always will be. I even have developing identities that I really should get back to. But I just don't feel like it at this juncture. I'm not exactly sure what this emotional state is, but it's hard to move forward.
Thousands and one things to do, to say, to ponder, but I'm feeling lost.
Perhaps it's the current time, where everything feels like a struggle, and every path seems to be covered in fog. Or that I'm simply at a point where I am in equilibrium--with my identities. Even in my passive style of self-search, there is still movement and flow, progress.
But there is no spark of stories I can tell in this moment, or perhaps everything is just a colossal mind block. I still have stories to tell, I know that from deep within my heart. I still have more to discover; there always will be. I even have developing identities that I really should get back to. But I just don't feel like it at this juncture. I'm not exactly sure what this emotional state is, but it's hard to move forward.
Thousands and one things to do, to say, to ponder, but I'm feeling lost.
